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I wonder if this happens to everyone who blogs/writes or maybe it's just me but I always find it a challenge when it comes to starting a new post. :B

To be honest, I thought that I would have a lot of time to blog and slowly cross things out of my after SPM to do list but boy was I wrong. I was quite busy with work and whenever I came home I would be dead tired. The first thing I would do whenever I came home was crash. I would then wake up and laze around until night came and sleep some more. Those was pretty much my Mondays to Fridays. I would spend my whole Saturdays in church and try to be productive on Sundays but really end up watching Korean dramas/variety shows. On the bright side, I ended work last month (which I will be blogging about soon as well as what I have been doing for the past few months, yeaaaaay) and I am officially a bummer for the next two weeks. I hope that I can accomplish most of what I want to do before college starts. 

Speaking of college! I just registered for college last Saturday. I will be starting college next month at Sunway College. When I was deciding what I wanted to do, this huge wave of emotions hit me. I realised that I would be going through another new phase in my life. Excuse me if I start to sound like a drama queen but college sounds like a pretty big deal to me. You meet new people, new environment, slowly start to discover what career you would want, becoming more independent, learn a whole lot more and etc. I will officially be 18 in December and one thing that I have been hearing a lot was to grow up. I'm not gonna lie, growing up is scary and takes a lot of effort. You have to be more responsible, make an effort to know what is going on, not be afraid to ask and do a whole bunch of things which requires you to come out of your comfort zone. Growing up is not a bad thing but it can be frustrating. One thing I learned so far is to not beat yourself up when you make a mistake because that's part of growing up too.

What got me thinking the most were my priorities. I would ask myself questions on what should be done first or which is more important. Since I am bumming now, *heh* I tell myself that I do not have many things to do but that is not true. I am just a bum and lazy, lol. I have tons of stuff to do! I am glad that I thought about it because lately I have been pretty motivated to actually prioritise the things which I need to get done followed by the things which I want to do. Another important thing which comes with prioritising is being able to manage my time well.

Time is free, but it's priceless.
 You can't own it, but you can use it. 
You can't keep it, but you can spend it. 
Once you've lost it you can never get it back. 
- Harvey MacKay


That quote which I came across is so accurate on how important time is. My time management can be quite okay but quite bad at times. Sometimes I feel as if I do not have enough time in a day to finish what I planned to do even after prioritising. Other times I feel as if I am on top of the world because I managed to accomplish something. I guess that's how important it is to prioritise and have a rough idea on how long it would take or how much time you would need to set aside for it.

Thank you for reading through this pretty messy post. :p I hope I did not bore you with it. It's 12.52am right now and my eyes are slowly going into sleep mode, zz. Do feel free to comment if you would like me to blog about anything specifically! <3


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Today Angie & I were suppose to go to Zoo Negara with our high school friends. We call ourselves Group Kahwin and how we got that name was when we were just randomly talking about who would be getting married first from our group which made us realised we did not have a Whatsapp group chat. *oh nooooo* We created a group and cracked our heads for a name and somehow ended up with Group Kahwin. I am super thankful to have met them and have them in my life. High school would have been so dull without them. They are truly amazing, fun, smart and talented people to be around. *sappy moment*

Introducing Group Kahwin! <3
Left to right: Ain, Alia, Aina, Has, Angie, Me and Farah.
Since Angie and I could not go, *inserts a super sad face because we won't be seeing the whole group for a while* we decided to do a cover of a song. We have been wanting to do this since we were 16. The reason behind that was because we jokingly said that we wanted drop out of school and do covers of songs/perform at places as we were art students in a pure science class. I joined the pure science class because I did not want to study everything in Bahasa Malaysia but thinking back, I do not think it would have been that bad. I had a hard time coping with Biology, Chemistry and Physics even though it was in English, lololol. Even thought it was a joke at first, we ended up being serious about it and decided to do one just for the fun of it. Why not, right? :B So finally after 2 years, we did our very first cover! Yeaaaaay, heh.


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It's been about a month since I started this blog and being honest, I have never been a blogger who updates often but I'm making an effort to change that bad habit. :B It may sound like an excuse but I have been really busy for the past 2 weeks and a lot of stuff has happened just 3 months into the year. *yikes* I did have some free days in between but I would waste it by taking a 3 hour nap after I come home from work at 1.15pm. There goes my whole afternoon, lol. Other times I would tell myself to just relax by drinking some hot tea while watching a nice movie or a kdrama just for that day and told myself that I would have a productive day tomorrow. That ended up being a daily routine instead. Not this week though, hah! I won't be having any busy days for the next few weeks *fingers crossed*. I have so much to add onto this blog and post but before any of that I need to organise some things and most definitely my messy room. I have planned to do so many things in my head. All I need to do is carry them out.
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Why hello there. A new blog? Yes. A few days ago I was reading a few blogs and remembered that I had a blog too. I decided to head to the search bar and typed in my link *here, lol* . I couldn't stop cringing at my younger self. I looked back to posts since I started the blog. Posts with weird inconsistent fonts and bright colours, spelling errors and weird spellings (one = wan), pictures I would upload from google, random posts about how I was feeling (happy and sad) or posts simply about how I spent my week. My posts started to improve (more consistent fonts and no spelling errors) as I grew up. Looking back at my blog, I gotta admit that I did put a lot of effort into it. I created that blog when I was 11 and kept it going until I was 15 and probably broke the record for managing a blog as it was my fifth one. Nope, not exaggerating. So, why a new blog?


As I was reading other blogs I suddenly had the urge to start blogging again. Instead of starting this post with new beginnings, I'm going to start with endings hence the title. The End of two things. First is the end of my old blog. The reason for not wanting to continue updating my old blog is because I want to look back at it every once in a while as a memory. I want the template to be the same, my posts since 2008 to still be there and everything else to be just the way it is. The last post made on 22nd December 2012 is the final post on that blog. Second is the end of my old self. I hate how I have a constant battle with myself everyday between my old self and the better person that I want to be. Old habits do die hard. I reflected on the way I have been acting and how I have hurt people whom I love and care about through my actions, how I have lost their trust with silly decisions and how I have neglected them because of my selfishness which ended up getting me hurt too. I hope that this blog will work as a reminder to me, to work on becoming the person I want to become. I do not want a 180° change where I wake up the next morning an angel but I do want to be more patient, honest, loving, nice, understanding, flexible and mature when faced with situations or things to handle. I want to be confident with myself and honest to others about how I feel. I want to be someone whom others can look up to. I want to be someone who grows deeper in love with God everyday.

I hope that even if it's a little change day by day, that I will eventually be someone who I can be proud of.


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